Chapter 9
Daniel then left the twin’s room and went to the
master bedroom. While me, still staying in there. I gently caressed Sofyan’s
cheek and kissed his forehead. He was the carbon copy of Daniel but with my black
hair and dark brown eyes. I then changed position to face Sofyana. I gently
moved away some of her hair that covered her head before placing a soft kiss on
top of it.
Am
I that bad that even the kids couldn’t feel my love?
Honestly, I felt hurt and sad when they said I
didn’t love them. I love them so much. I knew I was not their real mom but I promised
to myself to love them as much as I could.
Who
can resist these two little angles? They are too adorable not to be loved.
I
walked away from their room and to the master bedroom only to find my husband was
already in bed. I planned to ask him about the letter. I got into the bed
beside Daniel.
“
Daniel, can I ask you something?” With all the courage I had, I asked him.
“
You already ask a question.” He answered and still focusing his eyes to his book.
“
Erm,, About the letter-“
“
I’m sorry about this evening. I didn’t mean to be mad at you.” He cut my words.
Now, he was facing me. Before I could reply he continued, “ About the letter, I
thought it was really from you. From the last two years, we had been received
letters which we assumed it was from you. Obviously, it’s your name there. So, when
that letter came this evening. I’m confused. If it’s not from you then whom?”
“
I’m not sure about that. Daniel, can I read the letter? I really want to know
the content of the letter,” I replied. Daniel opened the drawer from his bedside
and took the letter out. He seemed reluctant to give it to me. I took the
letter from him and started to read.
My
dearest Sofyan and Sofyana,
Happy
third birthday, babies! May Allah bless and protect you whenever you are. I know
you both are unable to read but I still want to write this letter because I know
that your daddy will help me read this letter for you. He’s one of the kindest
persons I’ve ever met. I’m really sorry for not being with you guys on your
birthday but my love for you never stops. I really hope I can be with you to
celebrate your birthday. Even though I’m not there, you guys still
have your daddy and grandma with you. I also know he will do his very best to
take care of you cause you are his world. Lastly, please take care of your
daddy for me and always remember that even mommy is gone, mommy’s love will stay
with you forever.
Love,
Mommy,
Layla.
I
put the letter back into the cover. I felt my heart ached. I clutched my left
chest as the I felt it’s tightening. The letter fell from my hand and onto the
bed. Daniel moved towards me and helped me calm down. I could see his worry in
his eyes.
“
Are you alright, Layla?” He put one hand on my shoulder. I tried controlling my
breathing and felt less pain in my chest. I smile a bit to Daniel and put his
hand off me.
“I’m
fine. It’s just an anxiety attack.”
“
Are you sure?” I nodded. He hurriedly hugged me and said, “ Please, don’t make
me scared. I could bear to lose you this time,” I nodded again and patted his
back slowly.
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